Wednesday, April 05, 2006

new blogskin !!

wee! new blogskin. Nice right? but I haf got probs wif the template which explains why ther is the error thing appearing when u access my blog. So sorry ppl. BABA!! help me pls?!!

Oh wells. Ain't in the best of moods today. Am feeling rather down. Perhaps, 'cause of the bad chairing of the hclub meeting bahs. I do not make a gd pres. I sux at chairing meetings. Haish. *shrugs* Plus, today wus pretty tiring fer me. Duno why. Perhaps its just fatigue bahs.

Just gotten off the phone wif nessa. Hmms. Listened to her 'complaints'. Aiya. Not really complaints lahs. Just listened to her probs lorhs. Hmms. Girl, I only got one thing to say to you. Just be yourself. In fact, all these probs are pretty minor. Just think positive. You know, sumtimes, I just wished I cld be you. So carefree. I miss that feeling.

hmms. Think I pissed Jer off over the phone today. hais. Din mean to do it on purpose. Sorry dear. Am really too tired. Hope you'll at least try to understand alittle? hmms. I am really sorry. Sincerely apologetic fer my tone. Sorry.

Haven been really happy recently. Dun understand why exactly so myself. hmms. Just gt this emptiness in me whenever I am all alone. Hmms. todae did a personality test. "what is ur personality color?" I am "green". And the analysis fer my color matches completely wif my personality. Amazing isnt it? hmms. Fear of being alone. Yarhs. Thats so ME! hmms. N Green ppl tends to think alot. Are emotional. Risktakers. Greens are the ppl whu will take the blame on themselves even if the other party is at fault. *peiling n I agreed on this strongly* N yada yada. hmms. duno why I haf that stupid fear oso. Frens tell me that I ain't considered alone when I am attached. hmms. true to a certain extent. But being attached doesn't mean that I can be ard my guy 24/7 right? He needs his own space too mahs. N sumtimes, I've got this feeling that he's much happier when he's with his frens rather than being with me. So why bother? *shrugs* Perhaps, its the thoughts that cross my mind when I m all alone. dumb tots. I tend to think too much. thats what ppl sae. But is that really true? I duno it myself. hais. I m weird. haha.

Hais. Am feeling really cranky right now. I need a hug badly right now. =(

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